Paul Hilton Can Hear You Crying and That’s Okay
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Paul Hilton always hears weeping when his character, Walter Poole, tries to explain to his younger friend Eric Glass (Kyle Soller) what it was like living through the AIDS crisis in the ’80s. The heartbreaking monologue closes out Act I of The Inheritance, Matthew Lopez’s two-part, seven-hour epic, a radical riff on E. M. Forster’s 1910 novel Howards End about the intertwined lives of three generations of gay men looking for community and connection in modern-day New York.
You don’t need to have read Howards End (or seen the Merchant Ivory film) to follow The Inheritance. The various threads of the saga unwind lucidly and (more or less) chronologically. Yet there’s a striking fluidity to its storytelling, as characters narrate parts directly to the audience, and even editorialize on what’s happening. “It’s a complex one,” admits Hilton, who has photos of Forster adorning his dressing room mirror. “I’ve never done anything quite like it. To be able to go from a scene that’s played out on the stage between two characters, to commenting on that scene is a very unusual conceit within theatre writing. It’s thrilling to play. I supposed that Morgan becomes a prism through which you see these young men. As with any writer, all of the characters that exist within his creation are aspects of himself, so you get that with Morgan. Toby, Adam, Eric — they’re all parts of him.”
Best recognized stateside for his turn in A Very English Scandal on Amazon Prime, Hilton says the night before his audition, he read the Inheritance script by candlelight in one sitting. “I was peeling myself off the floor — I was totally transported,” he recalls. “It was unlike anything I’d ever read. I lost my mum about four years ago, so it came right on the back of a lot of grief. It was very raw and truthful, and it sang to me. It came off the page in a way that most new plays don’t.” Yet while it’s prudent to bring tissues, The Inheritance isn’t all tears all the time. At various points it’s boisterous, bawdy, hilarious and, ultimately, life-affirming.
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Hilton was raised in a working-class town in Northern England, and likens his upbringing to the character of Toby Darling, an up-and-coming writer who struggled as an adolescent. “Rather like Toby in the play, I was a young person who was deeply passionate about storytelling, which was probably born of a diet of American movies and the kids from Fame,” says Hilton. “I felt very much like a fish out of water. There was one teacher at the school who encouraged young people with an interest in drama to really pursue that. If not for him and his passion and his selflessness, then I might not be doing what I’m doing today.”
Coming of age in the ’80s, Hilton vividly remembers the fear surrounding AIDS. “In Britain, we had a big television awareness campaign with John Hurt, the famous actor, basically saying, ‘AIDS is a death sentence,'” he says. “It was terrifying. I was a teen and I was at my most exploratory stage in my life. I think any inclination that I may have had toward loving men was ground back into the closet. It had a profound effect on me in my formative years. My kids are 16 and 20 and it’s hard to explain to them and other young people today how the attitudes toward homosexuality were back then.”
That’s part of why Hilton’s been gratified to see audiences of all ages (well, 16 and up — there’s a fair amount of nudity and mature subject matter) at the show. The Inheritance is about history, legacy, and what we owe to the ones who came before us and those who will come after. “The diversity of people that I’ve met who’ve responded to this play are of all generations, all creeds, and that is just such a rare thing in theatre,” Hilton says. “I would go as far as to say I’ve never experienced anything like it, to consistently affect audiences in the way that we have. It isn’t just in the words and it isn’t just in the storytelling or the performances; it’s something bigger. We find ourselves talking about it quite a lot in the company: What is that thing that seems to break down everybody’s defenses? People who’ve never even met, by the end of seven hours, they’re holding each other and exchanging numbers. What is that? It could only be a sense of compassion and empathy and connection. It’s a beautiful thing.”
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Top image: Paul Hilton.
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